One year later

I rather uncerimoniously marked the one year anniversary of my brother’s death by driving across the country. In fact, on the 31st I was actually in the exact same city, in the exact same place when I heard about my brother’s death. Not literally, because going inside my old apartment probably would have been a little weird, but instead I was at central park for just a moment.

I also went back to see exactly what I wrote one year ago and it’s kind of eerie. Netscape was fun and my brother’s death was not. I think it was so I could have a soft landing rather than a direct, hard out crash.

Some other people who helped me soft land: Check this post from a year ago. Ryan, C.K. and Tom, you don’t know how much it meant to me. Thanks.

Check out a thread on KSL-TV’s website.

Check out some of my original feelings.

Lastly, check out this video I made after the break.

Probably breaks the site, but I don’t really care, once again.